August 2011
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I don’t want to give up on my brother, I don’t want to lose hope in him and I want to be able to be patient with him again. He makes it really hard for me to do that though, I love the guy to death but he’s completely clueless. With him it’s literally as though it goes through one ear and out the other. Yesterday I really felt as though he would change, he would be a new...
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Oh right, there was yet another fight at school. I swear my school isn’t all that ghetto, it’s just recently this year there’s been a lot and I’m guessing it’s from the heat. Just a guess. Never underestimate the heat, it can make people do a lot of crazy things. It made that Man vs. Wild guy drink his own piss when he was “lost” in the desert. So yeah,...
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I was so exhausted today at school. I don’t even remember most of the day, the only thing that I remember is that I went to school, sweated my butt off and realized that being absent does really make a difference. I’m kind of falling behind in my classes but luckily it’s still so early in the school year so there isn’t so much. I just hate how it’s mostly in the...
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My brother got released from jail today and the whole family is bonding downstairs. I would join them but I’m soo exhausted at the moment, and I know that if I stay up late catching up I won’t be able to wake up tomorrow morning. I can hear laughing from up in my room and that’s something I haven’t heard in a long time, especially knowing that the whole family is...
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My brother can be such a creep. We were at this one Asian cosmetic store and their hair products had a lot of cute girls on them and I totally caught my brother just staring at the boxes! I was just like, “dude what are you doing?!” and he was like, “WHY DO THEY ALL HAVE TO BE SO CUTE?!”
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I just realized that most of the pictures I’ve taken of myself have me using the cardigan that I’m currently using! I swear I don’t use this thing on a daily basis! It’s just… recently… I suppose… Idk.
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Sims 3 please download quickly I’m so deprived of you right now.
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I just found out that I’m allergic to cats. My eyes are bloodshot red and I’m all sniffly. Boo.
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Idk man sometimes I find Kristen Stewart to be soo attractive.
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At the elementary school that we go to, to help the teachers out and work with the kids, there was this one kid that my friend had to work with that was a complete riot. While she was giving him a spelling test he kept misbehaving and erasing everything after he wrote them, even if the answer was right. He doesn’t appear to be the naughty kid of the class but I guess looks can be deceiving....
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I decided to play around with my makeup because I was so bored and now I’m too lazy to take it off. Boo.
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I’m not satisfied with Myung Wol the Spy anymore. Once the couples in the kdramas hook up I lose interest and feel like the episodes are just being dragged on and whatnot. I mean sure there’s still a plot that needs to go on, like with her needing to complete her mission, but since that’s the case they should have hooked up 3 episodes before the last. I liked their bickering and...
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I want to read Sarah Dessen’s new book! I didn’t even know she was already writing a new book! When I went to Barnes & Noble last month I saw it and wanted to get it so bad but I didn’t have enough money. Damn hardcover prices. It sounded interesting, well to be honest I’m not all that in intrigued by the summary I read inside the cover flap, but I always end up...
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My cousin is making sushi today and she said that she’ll bring some for me tomorrow. I’m looking forward to tomorrow just so I can try her sushi.
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“Hell is empty, and all the devils are here”
– William Shakespeare
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“To fear is one thing. To let fear grab you by the tail and swing you around is...”
– Katherine Paterson (via kari-shma)
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Even when I’m not on the computer I’m still on the Internet.
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When I’m on Youtube I end up watching the weirdest things. Things that I don’t even really ever planned on watching but once I watch one video of it I’ll go on related videos and watch a million like it. For example, videos that are for the boyfriend/husband tag. On Friday I watched one the couple was so cute an funny that I ended up watching another, then another, then all of a...
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Rainbowarriors By Cocorosie
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“Death must be so beautiful. To lie in the soft brown earth, with the grasses...”
– Oscar Wilde (The Canterville Ghost)
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Velvet vans. Velvet. Vans. I’m speechless, they’re beautiful.
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I forgot all about Myung Wol the Spy! Oh my goodness. 3 more episodes were added! I was literally going to spend this Saturday eating, blogging and playing with my nephews every here and there but instead I’ll just lock myself up in my room and catch up on Myung Wol the Spy. Saturday doesn’t look too bad anymore!
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When I realized that my nephew Malachi is almost going to be in middle school I felt really odd. I don’t remember looking as small as him when I was in middle school. I can’t even imagine him going into high school. Why is he growing up so fast? He’s already maturing with his talk and actions and that alone is already freaking me out. He didn’t talk back to me one today or...
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I just had one too many brownies. Why do I lack the ability to go on a diet? Or to eat healthy in general?
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So I made a post yesterday about how being around negative people influences me to feel negative even though I’m really not feeling like it. Yesterday when I went to the Back To School party one of my close church friends was feeling really tired and negative. She didn’t want to go to the party but went anyways, and when we got to the house she was like, “Why am I here?” I...
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I had the hardest time waking up this morning. I woke up at 10:30AM and didn’t get out of the bed until 11:20 or so. I fell asleep multiple times but then woke up, within what seemed like three minutes later. I managed to get out of bed though, go downstairs to play with my bb daul for awhile and eat some good cereal. My nephews are downstairs sounding like a total riot while they play their...
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While walking back from the rally my friend was listening to I Make Her Say by Kid Cudi and thought it was cool to start, of course, poking me in the face while he was singing along. It was all smooth sailing at first but then walking started to get harder ‘cause more people started joining in the walk, so it was bumpy and he started to get too into poking my face I suppose and I got too...
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“I want to believe that I’m not wrong. I want to believe that life isn’t full of...”
– Natsuki Takaya
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I’m literally just staring at the picture of bananas and waffles with peanut butter. Today when I went grocery shopping with my mom I was in a bad mood because I was dehydrated and hot, so when my mom would ask me if I wanted anything I would just answer no so we could go home faster. I deserve it I suppose. So when my mom asked me if I wanted any bananas I said no right away and now...
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I feel really weird by the fact that I want this guy to like me a lot. I mean I’m not that interested in him because he’s two years younger than me, just that fact alone has caused me to keep him at a distance, even though I think he’s really attractive. He’s not only like baby faced cute but he’s just attractive all in all. He’s got a good looking family,...
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During the rally I sat with this one girl who I find to be really cool. Really, she’s cool and chill and I sort of admire how she doesn’t care about what anyone thinks of her. I mean she does to some extent but she plays off not really caring really well. Am I making any sense? Idk. Anyways as I was sitting with her and watching the rally she started dissing just about every...
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So yeah, my T.A buddy asked for relationship advice and I’m not sure if it was because he was desperate to let out all his problems and I was the only person in hearing distance or if I look like an experienced person to him. Which I absolutely am not. I’ve never been in a relationship and although I’ve had feelings like that before, I don’t even know myself what to do in a...
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Him: I don't know what to do, I really like her and I've never had any feelings like these towards another. Like, she's the only one who I've ever really wanted to be with, all my other relationships were whatever to me. But I really want her to like me and for us to get together soon. I really really really like her. What should I do?
Me: Asking the wrong person dude.
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Nothing really interesting happened today at school. Our rally was pretty pathetic, it was so hot today and having all these kids having to gather in a gym was a terrible idea! It was so stuffy and everybody was just breathing each others personal supply of air. I felt like we were all kind of suffocating in there. We could barely hear the people talking and there was no enthusiasm whatsoever and...
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Finally had enough time to cut my bangs! I am back to having them in the middle. It feels good that they’re no longer in my eyes anymore and that I don’t have to constantly push them back like I had to when I put them to the side. Feels really good.
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my friend: are you jelly?!
her friend: NO I'M NUTELLA! WHAT!
me: ...
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It is too hot right now, I don’t know how all these couples are still able to get it on during passing period. What troopers.
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Whoa, so I got my outfit for tomorrow prepared already because I had nothing better to do. I’m not usually this organized / prepared but lately… I have been and it’s really weird but whatever. Anyways I got my outfit prepared and I noticed that the theme is blue and white, then I just remembered that today we were suggested to wear our school colors tomorrow during announcements....
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The weirdest thing happened today during lunch. Right when my friends and I walked out of the library there was a fight that was starting to happen between two freshman girls. It didn’t go too far, most of it just involved each of the girls groups bagging on the other. Girl #1 started getting so into it to the point where she dropped her binder and started stepping up to Girl #2. It was...
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I went running today with some church friends. We managed to run 3.5 miles, I feel really good about myself right now. Not just because when you exercise your endorphins and all that are released but because I did pretty good. I ran a majority of it and only stopped because my shin in my right leg started to kill me. I’m satisfied with the workout all together and I’m slowly improving...
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Today two of my teachers informed the class about what happened at the freshman rally last Friday and I have now come to the conclusion that a majority of the freshman’s this year are terrible. Not all but a majority of them, I know a few freshman kids that are pretty decent but there are literally groups of them that make their existence such a pain to deal with. Which sounds extremely...
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I’m so sick and tired of hearing the word “swag.” I hear it everywhere I go now. In English today our teacher was reading this story about how this woman was having an affair with a married man and this guy goes, “swag!” and the whole class bursts out laughing and I wanted to scream. I don’t usually get frustrated over little things like these but I already have...
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My uncle is such a pain in the butt. He’s one of the people in my life that I am forced to like because he’s in my family, and I don’t mind that, I don’t mind being polite and stuff but he makes it really hard for me to do that because he’s always talking about irrelevant things and is always criticizing me without making it sound like he’s criticizing me. But...
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I’m excited to go to church this weekend because we’re going to have this special youth event and it’s just so organized and it sounds really good right now. The youth in my church is small so we didn’t really have a youth service, most of the youth is 14+ years old so we just hang out with the adults and hear their service out. It gets boring and sometimes the stuff...
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I finally had enough motivation to rearrange my room! I feel as though it’s still under the process but for now it will do because I don’t have all that I need in here. I still need a study table so I left this huge space in my room just for that study table that will enter my room in the near future. I even vacuumed my room and dusted off my blinds and tables, made me realize how much...
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Oh great our house computer is back and running and we’ve got these huge speakers plugged into them, so now my brother is just blasting his music away. I can feel the vibration and everything. It wouldn’t be so bad if it wasn’t the same song he’s blasted a million times before.
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So I went to the dentist today and had to wait in this one room for a good ten minutes at most for my dentist to come. When he finally came he told me to open my mouth, had that light flash in my face and stared at my teeth for five seconds and told me that I was all set and thanked me for coming.
That’s all. We waited in the waiting room for about 15 minutes I would guess and then another...
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Going back to this blogging style has made me realize how broke I am. I’m constantly reblogging pictures of shoes and amazing outfits and it’s making me notice how empty my wallet is. I mean my wallet is empty on a daily basis, but now my mom has even limited the amount of money I’m allowed to spend on clothes these days. I don’t go shopping on a daily basis and even if I...
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What do you do when you like someone so much that it bothers you?
You’re so frustrated by the fact that you think about them so much. That you’re probably the only one who thinks about the other so much. Unrequited relationships are not fun whatsoever.
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So I wore this yellow nail polish for quite awhile and when I took it off it kind of stained my nails yellow. So now my nails look old and somewhat rotten. It’s not major staining like my whole nail, but mostly the tips. Still though I think it’s kind of gross. I showed my friends my nails and told them that it’s been about two weeks or so and it’s still stained, they gave...
